Tuesday, September 06, 2005
ARGH...sorry people..i just HAVE to complain..i'm still looking at Min's gf pictures...argh...so act cute!!! *boooooooooooooooo-hoooooooooooooo*man! i really shouldn't call him anymore...and i dunno why but he die die wants me to work at Arirang with him....forget it!! but tml i got an interview with the manager...and he said he would go with me...ah oh pls...go home to ur gf and don't bother about me!! *grrrrrr* i hope i don't get the job then!! hmph!!! he has been pestering me ever since we met to work at arirang...he says," don't worry! i can teach you..."...i don't need U to teach ME anything, young man.....argh...i really really want to put her pic up here...but hmm...it's not morally right, right? what do u guys think? help me out!! sienz...and to think that i wanted to stay here until next yr because of him...sighs sighs sighs...if he only knew...he's going to start skool soon and i guess i won't see him as often anymore...which is good i guess...sometimes i think that i'm acting like his "gf"...i get suspicious when his phone rings..and especially when he gets up and walks away to answer it (muz be gf call lor)...or he says he has to meet someone and i'm thinking whether it's guy or gal...and i try the most natural and casual way to ask him, who called or who are you meeting and for what? hahha....crazy huh? getting too obsessed..and if he can't meet me i get abit...juz a tiny weeny bit angry and i oso show that i'm disappointed...omg.....scary me~~ i need to see a shrink......=(and today...i had to go see a doctor coz of a lump on my left wrist..it's like calcium deposit thingy...it's quite big..it's like a gel bubble..so she said i cld leave it in or she'll try to suck it out with a needle...and i don't know why but i said go ahead...so, first she injected 3/4 of anesthetic of a syringe into my wrist..and then used a medium needle to suck it out...but the gel was too thick and she used a bigger needle..yikes!!! and she kept poking in and out a feww times!! but she said it wasn' t working...gross...and it's 9 hrs later and my hand is still numb..i tried hitting it and pinching and biting my own hand but i dun feel anything..but the gd news is, the bubble has gone...hohoho...~~
~}A piece of winter
