Monday, November 21, 2005
sighs...my dad is quite angry that i haven't been toking to him...well, not my problem..i'm not the one who's not being not toked to...
anyway, my dad said to me he'll ask his fren whether there are any jobs for me..and my mom said that her fren has helped me get a free air trip, accomodation and allowance to do volunteer work in Korea..gd opportunities?? i think..NOT!
u noe, it's good to get a job because of some "connections" in the industry or because of doing a fren a favor thingy...BUT for me..no thanks...i wanna do it because i know i am qualified for the job and not because "it's my fren's daughter so she can work here" and that i can do it by myself..i feel that if i get a job by my parents' frens..i would feel like i owe them (their frens) a whole lifetime of gratitude because they did my parents a favour and bla bla bla...
i'd rather apply by myself and get rejected a million times and i would still feel that certain er.."feeling" OoO..called dignity or something?hahaha....i didn't get that Nova Corporation job..when i received the rejection letter, i laffed my head off..i tot it was kinda dumb..and i have no idea where the letter is now...
it's like that interview i got from Korea..i was estactic that they chose me for interview and i was so pleased with myself( not thick-skin) because i know nobody helped me get it but because they THINK that i might be qualified...i visited my Korean Lecturer today and told her about the interview..she was more excited than me and said what a pity i couldn't go..and she went on about how prestigious that Uni is in Korea..haha..fine!! don't rub it in man...=p
anyway..Audrey had this question in her blog.." what keeps u going ?"
answer: " my never-ending quest to work with Kang-ta.."
hey..anything is possible..i'll never give up..that's my way of the ninja..huhu...
i know this sounds cheesy but i actually learned alot of life lessons from watching Naruto..sometimes they would tok about life and morals and stuff..and it makes me think
~}A piece of winter
