Tuesday, March 21, 2006
ok..it's been a really long time since i've blogged but anyway..things are looking a little better..juz got caught up with all the stress..i still haven't found a job though..haiz..doesn't matter lah..i'm too tired out from school to smile at annoying customers..
juz then i finished my tesol lecture..it made me think of sec school days..i really missed those days when i was er kinda pampered (if i'm allowed to say so) by everyone..however, being in a ultra over-protective group, my social life was somehow er restricted. i really wanted to mix with everybody but as u noe THEM..hehe..( i hope none of them are reading this) but yea..they were gd frens (hm?) they always stuck up for me and treat me like a baby- (if i'm not happy about something, they'll change their whole plans to suit me until i'm happy kinda thing)..sometimes too much that i always depend on them if something goes wrong..but then again everybody in class does..it's good and bad in a way..it's gd coz i noe that there are ppl who will always have my back..and bad coz when i'm alone (like now) i haven't got any guts to stick up for myself..i felt so spoilt in sec school..i could juz throw a tantrum about something small or whine about not wanting to go Taka but wanna go far east and everybody would be like " ok steff, don't worry, we'll do this this this..." until i'm satisfied..
wow!! what a spoilt brat i was !!
and my fav topic !! everybody fussing over me when in hospital..i received endless presents, cards, balloons, food, flowers, comic bks? it was rather a birthday thing than a get well soon thing..heehe..also ppl feeding me and combing my hair, trying to sponge bathe me??? anyways..those were the days...hehe
~}A piece of winter
